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Who Knows How It Happens At All

by The Collapse

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1.
Fairgrounds 04:34
this heart is wheel, on a wide open road with blue sky about me and good earth below this heart is a province, shot through with roads for all the places that i’m going and all the places i let go this heart is an island, in the still of the ocean, this heart is a ship on the wide open sea this heart is a spark in the dark of the night and this heart is a shot ringing out in the street i'm sick of wondering how far i’ve been running how long i’ve been staring it down always new faces but the names of the places have this way they always make the same sound and i guess i should have said goodbye, done the dishes, or locked the back door but we’ve been down that road at least a hundred times before another long weekend and we’ll put our stakes in from thursday til tuesday at dawn light up the rides, shake the 20's and the 5's from the farm kids and then i’ll be gone and i know that dallas has some room in his bed for someone lonely like me but what good is a lover if it's one after another and it sure don’t seem no way to get free following the fairgrounds fifth wheels, dumauriers and dirty magazines following the fairgrounds fade into the background til i'm nowhere to be seen midway lights shining brighter in august--the days getting shorter gossip from girls sneaking smokes by the bleachers knows school's coming soon edge of town drinking lukewarm drummonds from a styrofoam cooler lay on my back wonderin' if he's watching the same harvest moon... i'm sick of wonderin' how far i've been running how long i've been staring it down can’t pass a payphone without thinking of home without thinking about turning around following the fairgrounds never long enough you ever need to say goodbye following the fairgrounds i guess i just keep running til i bleed the tank dry
2.
Almanac 03:31
i guess the almanac was right as usual another drought another fallow year we’re losing more than insurance gonna cover and down at the bakery people talking like fear preacher says we gotta plow the fields and scatter catholic father well he’s just saying just the same but talk is cheap when you’re making steady wages collection plates the only place they’ll ever make it rain i can feel it coming like a summer temper (dust in the creases where i kiss you goodnight) and all this talk and all this talk and all this talk about the weather (something’s gotta give but there’s no end in sight) i don’t think i can stand another season of you out on the rigs while the shingles let the cold in and every night i'm robbed of one more reason to stay but there’s a couple sections in the corner of the county out past the coulee on the may city road barley coming ninety bushels to the acre malting grade and all of it already good as sold and jonah thomas he ain’t been to church in ages and up from the basement rising time and time again angry talk about a deal with the devil from under itchy fingernails and breath of idle men i can hear them coming like a summer temper (26 of wiser's and can of kerosene) and all this talk and all this talk and all this talk about the weather (enough to turn a man into something hard and mean) til the scream of sirens splits the evening out past the coulee where that crop’s already burning and there's jonah kneeling, a box of matches in his hand there’s some things the almanac will never tell you there’s some things you just weren’t meant to understand asked him why he did it and he said “i couldn’t take it feeling like a pilgrim set adrift in god’s plan”
3.
well you threw a dr. pepper at my head kinda feeble but the message sent: i'm not special; we're all subject to our private curses you slammed the door and sped downtown you broke some promises but i promise this won't count you found yourself a bump o' coke and a rum and coke i found you in the dark, chucking darts with them cityfolk so are you coming home are what? cuz we both have to work tomorrow i'm sorry i said that you're naive or whatever you need to believe baby, please come home you come into the bar in your jogging pants hair pinned up under a baseball cap tapping your foot because you are so mad and the bar falls silent and i guess that's where we're at i don't remember what we said the whole way home but we fought so hard we had to pull off of the road we got so sick of fighting we started to laugh and as we pulled away i cried into your lap so will you leave me along or what? cuz i don't give a fuck about tomorrow and when you said i was naive what did you hope to achieve? baby, please go home and i swear i'll believe old broken glass left you scars if you'll just get in the fucking car oh, hard buried past revenant again
4.
from her bed sarah hears him throw a rope over the towing winch and drag the fence post driver back into the shed fires up old gus and sneaks out the driveway she know where he goes every now and then parks over by craigie dam and turns off the ignition turns on the radio and chews a plug of copenhagen from here the city looks like a star that fell across the horizon doesn’t seem to know, and just keeps on shining is everything that people feel happening inside that little light what would happen if that light went out do they do the things they do every day it all looks so small from this far away all it takes is time, for restless minds all it times is time, to ease those troubled eyes tries to wash the taste out of his mouth with listerine crawls into bed and sarah asks him where he’s been “honey do you think it’s funny we’re trapped in flesh and bone” she kisses him on the cheek and say baby go to sleep all it takes is time, for restless minds all it times is time, to ease those troubled eyes
5.
there are lines drawn straight as an arrow barbed wire fences and lonely jet contrails some know no logic, the chaos of sparrows or maybe nothing at all there are storms that form unexpectedly out of the hot summer nights on the prairie and some take a lifetime to find their way back to me or maybe never at all there are seeds that will never scatter there are words you will write that will never matter and some so well worn they leave torn and tattered or maybe nothing at all i've had dreams of feverish urgency squalls and hurricanes, waves over the sea and all of this time for you to come back to me or maybe never at all until some day without any warning you wake up and find in the stillness of morning that I'm nothing more than a memory fading away into nothing at all
6.
i will build you a house, 100 stories old with the ocean for a basement and a fire to keep out the cold we'll go walking in our bare feet we'll go swimming in our clothes and we'll live in a house, 100 stories old i will plant you a garden where weeds and thistles will grow and there we'll bury our troubles our sorrows and our woe until in a few years they'll all be overgrown outside of our house, 100 stories old
7.
Persons Case 02:32
you’re nighthawks in your sullen clothes in the catchlight of the townhouse rows of quilted lovers, and their passionate throes well hell is hell or so you’re told but lizzie you’re a ghost that can’t get cold how long, how long, how old, how old i was grabbed by the collar by youth, i was caught singing drunk in a taxi hand in hand in the winter for cigarettes, what did we squander—oh Lizzie …are you out haunting in queen’s park tonight, or in some grave out in the country but second glances never come your way when you cast no shadow by the light of day but not immune to all the words that they won’t say well hell is hell or so you’re told did you lose faith: women, wheat or gold just another, just another bought and sold i was shaken at the cuffs, i was taken by surprise by the sound of my own voice were you rattled by the things that you lost or were you thrust into little or no choice did you hear the banner's high note or was it all part of the same noise …did you raise your glass to the vote or did you see no reason to rejoice?
8.
New Tires 04:35
did our band break up when you moved out of town I was off getting bombed at the bar with a six out of ten, in the middle of the week and no intentions to take it too far well winter comes early and without new tires your van will get stuck in the snow but there's no one to push and they ain't coming back so I guess we'll just cancel the show and the years keep on coming like an old guitar strumming out a tune on a few busted strings and before too long all that's left of the song is a melody no one will sing there's some band on stage i hear they're all the rage i can't listen to a note that they play he asks me to dance but i'd rather just sit here and drink til it all goes away well winter comes early and without new tires your van will get stuck in the snow and the wheel will keep spinning in circles and circles until there's no place left to go and the years keep on coming like an old guitar strumming out a tune on a few busted strings and before too long all that's left of the song is a melody no one will sing
9.
mom and dad up and moved the year I went away sold the house, bought an acreage near Oyen out by the highway and I went to school and struggled in the bushes with daredevil boys and their cigarette kisses til boredom, or I don't know, something carried me back home with my friend Shelley I tried waiting tables but I didn't even make it til fall six months at the Co-op, a year at the paper who knows how it happens at all he was good-looking and a pretty good dancer I was a little too reckless and taking my chances she arrived eleven months later and nothing was ever the same and time has a way of getting away of getting away on you I don't know where we're going I barely know where I come from but I never did hide away in that canyon and I never did get that gun penitentiary nights when who knows where he's been she's awake crying in the distance between I swear as good as I'm still seventeen i'm gonna get in the car and just run... and time has a way of getting away of getting away on you and more for the miles and the more for the years just adds up to more that you lose
10.
Knives Waltz 04:14
i can't seem to shut up, i'm always talking but it's only ever the same old shit i'm a recond, i'm a black vein with no place for the needle to sit in the last life i was a believer, now i work where the city grows thin where the sad and the lonely are worn right up next to your skin do you know the secrets i keep while you're sleeping or are you dying for just one more lie i'll bandage your fresh wounds wash stains from your clothing but i can't dry the tears from your eyes i never thought that i'd catch you praying, but i guess we've been staying up late stubbing out cigarettes on the edge of your mother's good plates “this town is so wide” you said and i know you mean it, but narrow still on the inside despite all the corners there's still hardly no places hide do you know the secrets i keep while you're sleeping or are you dying for just one more lie i'll bandage your fresh wounds wash stains from your clothing but i can't dry the tears from your eyes
11.
Rainbow Lake 04:00
rainbow lake what are you hiding is it gold or diamonds that they're mining or a loneliness better suited to the cold your daddy's a pipeline operator think you'll follow him sooner or later but you never been too good at doing what you're told when the ice melts we'll start it all over we'll take all our sorrows and drown them so deep in the water rainbow lake what are you drinking glacier water or too much time thinking about the things you never got to say when I close my eyes all that's remaining of the words you always were saying goodbyes you left before you went away when the ice melts they'll drag up the bottom just one more step on your way to being forgotten you were hiding in the winter hours you were scaling that transmission tower now they're crying and they're buying flowers you took for yours what we decided ours when the ice melts i'll start it all over i'm heading south away from this winter this winter forever
12.
they never said about the cold the way it worms into your bones steals your breath and leaves you hiding in a warm bed when the call comes in a raw nerve to pierce the skin an urgency for going it's just a job, it's just a job it's four days off and four days on the second try the engine turns in the blistering cold and then i'm gone from the highway i can see the fires the picket signs the overhead wires and lakeside sleeping, quiet i kill the siren at the gates pass through the crowds of expectant faces apprehension to all those voices speaking in tongues to all the blood of killing floor it's just a job, it's just a job... ..i turn the key and it trembles and starts pull through the crowd and he's whispering soft "is that the sun coming over the west" lay down your head try to get some rest "don't let them know it was me" swing low sweet chariot i can feel it in my bones sing angels in soviets coming for to carry me homes

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released March 24, 2016

Produced by Lorrie Matheson

The Collapse:
John Hadley: guitar, pedal steel, vocals on “Nothing”
Jenny Kost: vocals, jennytron
Ken Price: bass guitar, vocals on “Hard Buried Past”
Brian Van Staalduine: drums, percussion
with
Lorrie Matheson: acoustic guitar, keyboards, backing vocals, percussion

Horn arrangements by Mark DeJong
Mark DeJong: tenor sax on “Knives Waltz” and “Hard Buried Past”, clarinet on “New Tires”
Keith Krushal: baritone sax on “Knives Waltz” and “Hard Buried Past”
André Wickenheiser: trumpet on “Knives Waltz” and “Hard Buried Past”
Carsten Rubeling: trombone on “New Tires”

Collapse Presbytery Choir on “Nothing”: Sandy Barron, Jenny Kost and Lorrie Matheson
Backing vocals on “New Tires”: Lorrie Matheson and PJ Lavergne

Additional percussion on “Nothing” by Jay Wilson

Recorded by Patrick Palardy at Public Lunch Studio
Additional recording by Lorrie Matheson at Arch Audio
Mixed by Lorrie Matheson at Arch Audio
Mastered by JJ Golden at Golden Mastering

Cover art by Brandon Blommaert
Design and layout by LeeJay Dunphy

All songs by Hadley/Kost/Price/Van Staalduine
Lyrics by Hadley except "Fairgrounds" (Kost/Hadley), "Hard Buried Past", "Distant Craigie Dam" (Price), and "New Tires" (Hadley/Price)
Special thanks to Dean Duquette, Aaron Scholpp, Chris Potter, Cam McMinn and Rawlco Radio

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